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Help is available! Please reach out to folks who know you, but as a new account here we don’t know you here (yet!).
Lots of countries have really good resources. And there are many folks — surely including people you know — who want to help if you let them.
I hope you’re holding up well bro, and if you need something to take it off, write it here julia folks are really nice from what I have seen
Build open source projects…
Within existence, you were only a concept, given physical form in 3D mass and a +1 time dimension, and now you simply witness what happens. No need to search for further meaning.