So take a deep breath, let it go, and move on my friend.
This feeling is only going to get worse until you are able to get over this and move on.
I too consider the Julia community an important aspect of my life. Heck, I even built a custom PC and slapped a big Julia logo sticker right on the front! For that reason, I am very much able to empathize with you and I’m being very sincere in saying that for your sake, and for the sake of the community that we both care about and appreciate, the best thing you can do is just consider this a bump in the road and keep moving forward.